I've always been really bad at making decisions. I always feel
like I either don't know enough to make the right one or I can see
two equally good sides of the issue and can't choose which one is
better.
We're sitting in an anchorage right now with the winds sustained at 22 and gusting to 25+. It's a pretty exposed anchorage with a wicked current, but the Mantus is holding well, it's pretty warm, we have food, water, enough holding tank space, and some good books, so it feels right to stay here today, especialy since this is what is coming in a few hours:
Yet...we have seen other sailboats going past us on the ICW. There is that “if they can do it so can we” thought. Tim is restless and wants to go, but we got ready to go after seeing the other boats and then the wind gusted to nearly 30 and we stopped, just not being comfortable with the decision. If it was a wider path and a deeper channel we would probably be more comfortable but this is the narrowest and shallowest part we will have navigated yet. There is a lot of frustration in the not knowing, in the lack of experience with this waterway. Surely we are being too cautious, but the boat is our home, everything we own, so caution seems the better part of valor. We also have no schedule to keep other than being ahead of the freezing weather, and promised ourselves before we left to do this that we would never function under some self-imposed schedule. At the moment a book and a cup of tea seem to be calling.
We're sitting in an anchorage right now with the winds sustained at 22 and gusting to 25+. It's a pretty exposed anchorage with a wicked current, but the Mantus is holding well, it's pretty warm, we have food, water, enough holding tank space, and some good books, so it feels right to stay here today, especialy since this is what is coming in a few hours:
Yet...we have seen other sailboats going past us on the ICW. There is that “if they can do it so can we” thought. Tim is restless and wants to go, but we got ready to go after seeing the other boats and then the wind gusted to nearly 30 and we stopped, just not being comfortable with the decision. If it was a wider path and a deeper channel we would probably be more comfortable but this is the narrowest and shallowest part we will have navigated yet. There is a lot of frustration in the not knowing, in the lack of experience with this waterway. Surely we are being too cautious, but the boat is our home, everything we own, so caution seems the better part of valor. We also have no schedule to keep other than being ahead of the freezing weather, and promised ourselves before we left to do this that we would never function under some self-imposed schedule. At the moment a book and a cup of tea seem to be calling.
